Confession

This is not a letter to you but a confession that I think you should know about. There are things you do not know about my past which I have not told you (maybe). Well, my policy was always to be as strong as guys, sometimes even stronger. I never needed to depend on anyone or anything my whole life. I dont ever like EVER show any weakness to people. People tend to see me as someone very great because I go through every shit by myself without shedding a tear. Knowing that I depend on you and show my true self to you makes you someone very important to me. You think that I over react to create havoc but actually it is just my way to show my opinion. I dont expect anyone to understand la

Thanks so much

Dear Bie,
This week was such a magical week. It was fairly good and bad. but thanks so much for taking time and effort to bring us here and there. it was really such an awesome time to be able to play the jet ski with you and play in the beach with you, it was so awesome la. hahahahaha. i hope you enjoyed yourself too :) hahahaaha. did we fight ah? no right? hahahaha!!!!! well, i love you so much and im sorry if i lied to you :) i hope you like everything i got u and the hard disc i got you. take it as a motivation for you to strive in your future. make sure you take something that you are passionate about kay? I will support you in any way i can :) love you!
Love,
Me

Happy

Dear Mr. Panda,
After one month being away with you, I finally met you! How have you been? I'm doing alright I guess. Been so busy trying to firgure out my life :) I haven't had a lot contact with you because I guess you were visiting most of the time and I was busy with family. I'm glad that everything is settled down and I get to spend some time with you. Thank you so much for dropping me when you were so busy with ur uncle. I really appreciate it. I love you :) hope our friendship will last long :)
Love,
Me

For you

Hey Mr. Panda,
OMG Mr. Panda is like the cutest thing ever. HAAHAHAHAHAHA. ahhhhhh.... this week is such an up and down week. i cried so much this week. first i cried cause you did not reach 72% cause i really wanted you to study in monash with me but its okay that u are studying in Sunway too. I am glad that you got the course that you wanted and enjoy :). i cried again later on cause i tot  thought i was going to lose you cause we wont be talking much and made a drama scene out of it. Im sorry, i shouldn't irrupted. Family problems came up this week and thanks for being there for me. Im happy that you and Wini are doing fine and yea I do get jealous when you talk about how much you want to be with her but hey, im cool :) i love you so much and i love knowing you are happy. i might over react a lot of times but thats for being so understanding. i really appreciate it a lot. I love u so much, way more than i have loved anyone else. hehehehehe xD you are my everything and i love u.
Love,
Mua

Aye?

Hello Mr. Panda,
One week just passed by like that. We have fought a lot due to my PMS i guess and im really sorry about it. I want to just tell you that I once was afraid that someone might take my place in your heart on day and sooner or later you are gonna forget about me and leave me. You might get mad by thinking how immature my thoughts are. haha. Well, I think, now, I just hope you are able to be with someone that loves you more than I do, cares for you, makes me happy and maybe even do things that i have never done for you. Im on a constant battle with my jealousy but I just never really told you about it cause you'd probably think why am i so insecure when you try to give your best to me. I don't know why up until now im still so jealous la. I just know I really love you la.
Love,
Me

you deserve better

Dear Bie,
A week has past in just a blink of an eye. I flew to Taiwan and you had your surgery which was the key point to everything. First of all, I really want to apologise for asking you to go for her in the first place, I really thought she was a good girl but let's just be honest, you definitely deserve better than that. I'm really mad at you for being so desperate for her when she treats you like shit. Like seriously, I know she loves you and stuff, I understand if she is always jealous and stuff, but not telling other GUYS that you are her boyfriend and still continues flirting with them!!!!! That's not why i am mad, im mad cause i see you as my everything! like literally my everything and she treats you like shit! thinking about it makes me feel really mad. Yes! You are fine with it but have you ever consider how i feel? When you know how much you are worth, you shouldn't settle with anything less. SERIOUSLY. I hope you find someone who really appreciates you. I have been thinking a lot about you and stuffs. Might need more time to heal and stuff but i still hope you would reconsider about us getting back together and try things out. Well, it is just a suggestion also la. Taiwan was shit but you were there for me and I am grateful. A lot of unpleasant things have occurred and I am glad I am able to be there for you :) I Love You.
Love,
Me

Letter

Dear Baby,
This week finally came where i gave you all your presents (you already know most of it :/ ). Things did not happen the way we planned but it was still a pleasant time. We fought really bad this week too. One of the worst. Our relationship is really just funny. I love you, you love me, but we can't be together and we are always hurting each other but then gets back together again. Haha. End of MUFY means our relationship is unpredictable now. I really love your long long message cause it makes me feel really wanted. i really love you and im flying tomorrow while you have your operation. you are an angel to me and dont you ever forget that. screw what other people do to you, you can always lean on me :) all the best for everything especially tomorrow :)
Love,
ME :)