Things are getting ugly.

I would always wait for him to go to college every Sunday night. One night while i was waiting, he came back but he totally ignored me cause his friend was asking him to talk to him. I felt really hurt and that was the first time we fought. When I thought that was the only thing that could go wrong, everything was going wrong. Soon, he made friends with people in the apartment and they got quite close, especially with one of the girls. They would chase each other, hug each other, play with each other in front of me. That was when I got really jealous and confronted him. However, instead of coming up with a solution, we ended up fighting. For one whole month, we have been fighting non stop and we came to a conclusion that we would pause and just be friends. I was devastated and more problems appeared. The moment he told me he did not love me as much as he did in the beginning, my heart really shattered.