you deserve better

Dear Bie,
A week has past in just a blink of an eye. I flew to Taiwan and you had your surgery which was the key point to everything. First of all, I really want to apologise for asking you to go for her in the first place, I really thought she was a good girl but let's just be honest, you definitely deserve better than that. I'm really mad at you for being so desperate for her when she treats you like shit. Like seriously, I know she loves you and stuff, I understand if she is always jealous and stuff, but not telling other GUYS that you are her boyfriend and still continues flirting with them!!!!! That's not why i am mad, im mad cause i see you as my everything! like literally my everything and she treats you like shit! thinking about it makes me feel really mad. Yes! You are fine with it but have you ever consider how i feel? When you know how much you are worth, you shouldn't settle with anything less. SERIOUSLY. I hope you find someone who really appreciates you. I have been thinking a lot about you and stuffs. Might need more time to heal and stuff but i still hope you would reconsider about us getting back together and try things out. Well, it is just a suggestion also la. Taiwan was shit but you were there for me and I am grateful. A lot of unpleasant things have occurred and I am glad I am able to be there for you :) I Love You.
Love,
Me