being strong

Everyone tells me that im such a strong spirited person, a person who is not only strong physically but also mentally. I dont really know whether or not i should be happy about this. At one point, no one has ever seen the weak side of me except for you and I dont really know who to talk to at this time of the day because my thoughts are messing me up. I know its a good thing to be strong and all but they cant take it when im weak and sometimes, i just want to be weak and tell people that I cant handle it. They would always tell me that this is not the strong tham i know, tham is not that weak. i mean urgh..... i just wana break down and cry some times. not all the time i have to be strong. spiritually down. help.